& just because work was such a bore, I did plenty of thinking, slacking and reading, mostly thinking. It's become so routine for me to wake up, come home, try-but-fail to sleep and get up again for work. I've become pretty numb. I go to work showing no emotion but I know life sucks. Then again, I only have myself to blame because I applied for the job, which brings me to the conclusion that I suck a making choices. Ironic, when thats all there is to life. I'm incapable of making right decisions & I hate when I have to. Like now, when we're all deciding uni courses. I haven't even thought what I want to do in life and yet, life is just like those trial and error problems in primary school. Loved those kind of questions because it means you dont have to think, just do workings and you'll get the answer if you guess. Only difference in life is that you cant guess & you probably have only one chance to get it right.
