I guess you only learn the treasure things only after you've lost them. I really miss school days, the awesome company & endless fun we had laughing over everything and anything. Work.. its just not quite the same. At least not for me. I have nothing to look forward to everyday going to work, maybe its me being antisocial, but I really dont see anything common between me and the other few people working there. Theres the age difference and then the vast difference in the sense of humor, and oh have I mentioned the language barrier? The English is unbelievable! I get quite irked when talk to someone with bad English (and Im not saying that my English is super good or anything) its so bad that they cant even construct a coherent sentence. Its just painful to listen to (& those friends that I've told find the sentence structure hilarious).
Its a chore to wake up every morning and realise OH**** theres work. I've been complaining a lot ever since it started. Feeling angsty every morning & getting reminded by my mom that woking was MY decision so I can't blame anyone and so relieved when its 6pm because it means I get to go home and shower and wash the gross office smell away. & Im so glad that Joy's office is rather near so I get to meet her for lunch and it takes my mind off work. I'm really hoping that my boss can only take a 2 month maternity leave because I am soooo quitting if she comes back because I refuse to be there when she mis-pronounces my name for the million-th time. & I still dont get it, who in the world leaves a 19yrold with absolutely no work experience in charge of the finance department and well, theres only ME in it.
